lacklustin:

mentally-slutty:

tenchous-fat-rolls:

cosmictuesdays:

Pangolins are such an unfortunately obscure mammal.

I DIDN’T KNOW THEY WALKED ON THEIR BACK LEGS LIKE THAT OMG IT LOOKS LIKE IT’S UP TO SOMETHING

this is me at school.

that gave me an idea,

you guys he’s just late

I think this post was one of the reasons why Sonjabeast is like a pangolin!

(who even remembers rapunemu hurr hurr)

Ceallach brushie brushie.

(i said i was gonna do it)

and basically i have a lot of feels about zuko

also i have decided that ceallach would make an adorable firebender

• the saddest selkie girl. she had her skin stolen by guy, forced relationship, etc; but escaped and made her way onto ethelle’s (the goose girl) ship (which still needs a name). however she was not able to find her skin so she is always super depressed and weak cause she can’t go back to the water.
• MAAAAAYBE a full set of equips for ethelle. not sure cause she’s not actually the initial recipient of them. or maybe just not the sword! then she can find the goddess who originally gave it and be like oh hai! and then the goddess is like :OOOO oh i like you! and then she is god-blessed
• niall’s tiger skin allows him to transform into a cat and a weretiger! at first i was like hmmm should i do that, i already have iris who has cat powers cause her demon was a cat; but then i was like, cats are awesome, who cares (here’s a hint: not me)
• niall gets captured and magic’d by Some Bad Dude and then has to do sneaky work for him (totally unwillingly) while he is stuck in cat form. this includes, among other things, infiltrating the northern royal court in order to help organize an assassination plot. he meets elouise and they become friends!

Ceallach and Aisling! Commissioned from Abysswolf on deviantART. ` v`

(aisling is totally disney princess here and i am fien with et)

so sometimes I remember that rapunemu is supposed to be semi-based off of fairy tales and think about which ones I haven’t used yet

the two that most often come to mind are Cinderella and The Little Red Riding Hood

these would probably be great characters for the two books I don’t really know much about! but then I was like

oh no

oh no what if elouise is cinderella

vampire cinderella bb

(no she isn’t she’s her own gd thing and PROUD OF IT)

in order for them to get married so i can get mad loots (it’s a thing)

iris and rowan have gotten to the point where they can get engaged. iris proposed first

i

i am ok with this

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

This one is always a bit of a surprise to me! I mean, when writan sometimes you catch yourself writing a bit that might be construed as shippy by the overzealous or easily amused, but I don’t get that feeling with Rowan and Claire. But it’s not an eyebleeding thought!

My first thought about what their dynamic would be like was something among the lines of OHHH MR. DARCY/shiny eyes from Claire forever, but then I realized that hm, Rowan seems to be attracted to witches which gave me some cute ideas about him teaching her how to magic since she is a nooblet witch. Except he’s not a witch himself, so he can only talk theoretically and gesticulate unhelpfully while Claire tries to make a fireball and it doesn’t work. UGUU

Rowan is a wanderer while Claire is a bit of a homebody though. I imagine that if they traveled together she would be a faithful but very quiet companion. And when they would go to sleep she would hug him a lot. But she has a hard time waking up so then when he gets up she still has her arms locked around his neck so he’s all brushing his teeth with her hanging on him.

suddenly this is the cutest, wow

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell

ok I have a lot of feels about Ceallach and Aisling, okay. I don’t even care if I used ok in that sentence twice.

Ever since the very beginning, I felt that these two were their own people, which was very unusual because all of my previous pair-duets who spawned their own worlds started out as twists or corruptions of characters in a fandom I liked. Sure, they POSED as twists of other characters (entirely for the sake of a certain someone, who wasn’t even grateful or apologetic for all the hoops that put me through - bluh bluh worst decisions) but they really were not - which was weird and exciting and daunting! It was like, oh wow! I literally have no cues as to what their relationship is like! I have no cues as to who these characters are, even!



So for a really long time I just…had no idea. Rapunemu was experiencing a lot of tentative steps in a ton of different directions then, as most of the characters and plot points where not set in stone. Also around that time, I started reading up on social justice and queer issues, and the lack of queer representation in stories (i won’t say “literature” cause i’m not trying to be SRS BSNS here, i just want to write entertaining books) made me really upset. So I was like, oh boy! Maybe I’ll make them asexual life partners! Cause it would be a neat reversal right since EVERYONE would expect them to get together. But then I was like, ghggnng maybe not? No? I think they want to ge together? Oh maybe they want to be together with other people too? Ok then maybe they’re in a polyamorous relationship with each other and these characters! But that didn’t feel right either. So I was like, oh dear. Oh dear. What is a Ceallaisling?



Basically, my thinking about their relationship has gone on a roller coaster ride without seatbelts cause my priorities and opinions kept changing. I think, at this moment, that yes, they would end up becoming romantic and then sexual partners, but their relationship is always focused on the intimacy they had before, in the tower. I’m not sure if I’ll be going into the details of their life together though - since their relationship gets to that point after the story’s conclusion. As much as it would be pleasant to write about, it doesn’t have a plot, so I don’t know if I’ll make it bookworthy. Maybe as something the fandom can pursue if they want to. ?

I would love to write a story with mama Aisling and papa Ceallach along with babbus being badasses though.

the grate thing about rapunemu right now is that I have 2 chapters ahead of the one I just released a few days ago already done and ready to go

the not so grate thing: those two are the last bits of the previously written v1 text (other than goosehana which is a whole other story, literally). I’ve written new material, yes, but all of it had some piece of the v1 text in the chapter. it’s like losing a security blanket.

I have ~*plans*~ for where the story is going to go but it’s all dark ahead. it’s exciting and terrifying